This is from back in 2007
As I lay here
Wondering why
Why am I so alone inside
Am I that ugly
Am I just wrong
Why don't you hold me
Make me feel strong
Dying inside like a forgotten past
Many may know me but they really don't
I try to look happy
Hold it inside
Try to be lovely
But I'm just so damn empty inside
Pretend to care
It just makes it worse
Backstabbing and heartache
can it get any worse
I don't know what to do any more
I just cant feel my arms anymore
My whole body is just dead inside
Please I just say please
Hold me in your arms tonight
I long for your love
I long for your touch
Im outta breath running towards you now
Is this to much to ask
I feel the pain begin to die down
Sitting, laying here on the ground
Things begin to feel alright
Im not alone as though it may seem
There are thousands just like me
Wanting love from those they cannot have
